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This weekend was a long one. I spent the majority of it with my best friend. I'm trying to think. We drank almost 10 liters of wine in two nights. There was a lot of dancing, too. Friday night, Brittany and I got Nick drunk. He spilled water on me and yelled, "It's Karma, bitch!" That was probably the funniest thing I've ever heard come out of his mouth. Saturday night, we went to the Pharmacy. That was killer. I love Brittany, we always have a blast. I couldn't ask for a better bestie. I came home on Sunday morning with a duffel bag on my bed and my other best friend told me I got kicked out and was moving in with her. I packed my things and then my parents told me to stay. That was tedious, they're just nuts. I got some sick new kicks, too. I love purple! I look like shit and seemingly have fangs in this picture.
I spent last night and tonight with Tiffany. I love her so much, she'll always be one of my best friends. My orange hair is fading to a weird brown. I have class in the morning, I'm so bummed. Thanks to Dr. MLK Jr., though, I did not have classes today. I did a load of laundry, I feel so accomplished. Tomorrow, I plan on doing the rest of it and working out. I want to get skinny again! I made plans with at least five people for tomorrow, I'm such an idiot. I always do that, I'm the world's biggest ditcher. I need a car. Blah blah blah. Bye!
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[13 Jan 2009|02:31pm] |
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I love meditating. My World Religions professor, Bill, is amazing. He may have changed my life on the first day of class. I wanted to kick this guy's car today for coming within two inches of hitting me and I didn't even do it. All I literally needed to do was sit down in silence and breathe.
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[12 Jan 2009|12:20am] |
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Today I was putting my niece to bed and reading her stories. She looked over at me and said, "Auntie, this is the best sleepover ever." I swear, this little girl makes my heart melt. She's so cool and she's only 3.
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[11 Jan 2009|05:22pm] |
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Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love, sometimes I'm angry that I'm feeling so angry.
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[10 Jan 2009|10:50pm] |
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If I keep telling myself my life is perfect maybe it will be. That's what I'm going for. Don't get me wrong, it is pretty good. There are just a few things I want to be different.
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[10 Jan 2009|09:29pm] |
Brittany and I had a blast last night. We drank a ton, danced all night, spent time with some fun people. I totally love SP. Seeing Adam was nice since I don't get to do that a lot. I hate Dave's industrial piercing. I love to yell. I was barely clothed and stuck the whole night out in heels, no falling, with a huge bottle of champagne in hand. My best friend is perfect. My life is perfect.
Last night was exactly how I wanted it to be.
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[07 Jan 2009|08:28pm] |
REDREDRED.
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[04 Jan 2009|03:54am] |
You're making it a hundred times easier for me to make the right decision. Seriously, thank you for that. I'm really looking forward to next weekend. I got to see my Little Baby Corey today and that made life perfect, I've missed him so much. Hopefully he'll come with me this weekend. Hopefully I will be feeling well by then. I just want everything to fall into place. I really do believe everything happens for a reason.
I play the cards I'm dealt because I have no other choice. I find beauty in everything. Life is always perfect because it just has to be. I would never want things any other way. "Rotten to the core."
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[02 Jan 2009|09:22pm] |
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Is it too much to ask for the things to work out this time? I'm only asking for what is mine. I wanted everything, I got it and now I'm gonna throw it away, I'll throw it away, yeah.
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[01 Jan 2009|08:15pm] |
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Why is it that every time I have a conversation with my dad it ends up with yelling and screaming? This is exactly why I don't talk to him regularly. I don't understand how someone can be so closed-minded and ignorant.
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[01 Jan 2009|04:03am] |
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2009, please be good to me!
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[31 Dec 2008|08:08pm] |
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RENE SHUT UP.
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[31 Dec 2008|04:44pm] |
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I wish you would've taken me with you.
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[31 Dec 2008|04:07am] |
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Tell your ex-girlfriend you need her to be there at bedtime 'cause you can't sleep with your mind on all these things.
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[18 Dec 2008|02:42am] |
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All I want to do is listen to beautiful songs and be in love.
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[16 Dec 2008|10:50pm] |
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It's 10:51 and I can't stop thinking about you and I don't even know why.
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[11 Dec 2008|04:32am] |
I love this little girl so much. She makes everything all right. I wish we could watch Tom and Jerry and nap all day, every day.
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[09 Dec 2008|01:45am] |
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I take people for granted a lot. I don't really mean to. I never realize how much I care about someone until they aren't around. I don't know how to change this.
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[08 Dec 2008|12:18am] |
Okay, so about my boy I've been hanging out with. He definitely isn't my intelligent and successful soulmate I've always dreamed of but I wouldn't exactly call him "settling for less". I don't even know what we have in common but I keep spending time with him regardless. What I do know is that he is simply adorable. He's very sweet, genuine, caring, and way into me. I like kissing him and holding hands with him. I like the way he looks at me. I'm going to keep my single status for now and see who else is out there, but I am going to keep hanging out with him because I like to. I don't know exactly what to make of this situation so I'm just going to keep things the way they are and go from there. We are kind of like these two:
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[02 Dec 2008|01:44am] |
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The most beautiful boy asked me for my number today and I totally hope he calls me.
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